Hi Mandy, im realy so sorry that your facing what i have just been through, its something i would never want to go through again,You are right i keep trying to think that she is in a better place now, but i miss her so much the hurt seems to last 24/7. i think the worst time is when i wake up in a morning and as soon as i open my eyes i remember she has gone, and the hurt starts all over again. I feel a little better now i have her home (i had her cremated) i have her on my bedside table in a lovely varnished urn with her name engraved on it, People say it gets better in time, so im thinking of you in this terrible time, i know its going to be hard and the anticipation is worst.
all my thoughts are with you xx
all my thoughts are with you xx