Oh my gosh! been there and I feel your frustration. It WILL get better. but like everyone is telling you, puppies are a lot of work. And you're the one doing all that work. I think people refer to it as the "puppy blues". I seriously thought I would get a puppy and it would be so cute but I could go about my life as normal. Not the case at all. My puppy is 6 months old and we still give him MOST of our attention. Im sorry! But it does get better. In about 4 months- he calmed down a lot and I can leave him alone for an hour at a time. Crate training helps a lot too.