It was a very long day. We got there at about 9:30 and didn't get home till 7. The vet office is an hour away so we waited there. They had complications because he kept bleeding out and the vet had to open him back up so she wanted him to stay overnight. When I saw him I got a hot flash and felt light headed. It was really hard to see him like that but once I saw he wasnt really in any pain thanks to the morphine, I felt better. I never have seen his gums that white before. I'm still scared because the vet isn't with him all night but it was more risky to try to move him to an all night facility so leaving him was the next best thing. I pick him up tomorrow morning.