I'll be blunt, because you asked. Under the circumstances, the kindest and least selfish thing you could do for your dog would be to let him go. If you delay, recognize that you're doing it for yourself - not for your dog.
I'm truly sorry you're going through this. I've been through it six times and I've always been sad but never sorry.
I'm truly sorry you're going through this. I've been through it six times and I've always been sad but never sorry.