 Starting today I am a new woman!
I am sure some of you remember posts from me complaning about my life and how my mom wouldn't allow me to do stuff. I am sure you got fed up with me not willing to change my life. Well the other night I had a wake up call and last night I talked to my mom about it and starting today I am a new woman!!
The truth is, I was holding myself back. I could easily blame it on my folks like I use to but the truth is it was me. You see I was the type of friend who would do anything for my friend. I would wait hand on foot for this person like as if I was waiting for a one million dollar check. They meant the world to me and I basically stopped living for them. I would do anything to please them and I woud apologize to keep there friendship even though I felt like I was in the right. I've delt with alot of pain from them as well as joy. I still consider them my friend and I always will but I will no longer let them hold me back from living. I realized that they don't consider me one of there top priorities like I thought of them. They never try to please me like I do them and when they want information they usually threaten to never talk to me again. They would always show up late and make up some excuse up. I was letting them take advantage of my stupidness of being there fool. When I finally realized that they didn't really give a rats badonky donk I moved on. I accpected it.
Now, I am done complaning about my life. I will no longer let people hold me back or take advantage of me. Tired of hiding how I feel to spare other peoples feelings whenever people don't care if they spare mine or not. So starting today I am a new woman!!
From now on, I will tell people how I feel and if they don't like it then they will have to deal with what I said. As long as I said it in a nice way but got my point across what does it matter? I am going to start visiting the real world starting by getting a job. I went to the mall by myself yesterday and that was an amazing feeling. I am freeing myself and spreading my wings!!
anyway, just wanted to update everyone on myself! | 
