| Belle's birthday
It was on the 16th. I celebrated with Abella and Joey. :)
Miss her so much. =[
Here's something I posted on another site and I just wanted to share it with you guys too. :) :
Belle's mom here. ^^ And it's Belle's birthday today :)
It's really special for me because really, she was my best friend. I know everyone's dog is their best friend, but this is kind of different. Whenever I came home from school, hurt by yet another whore at school, I would go in my room and cry. Belle would always sit next to me whenever I cry, and look at me as if she's saying "Don't cry. It's alright, I'm here ♥"I would tell her everything. From how my day was, to exciting news. Belle was my ONLY friend during my 6th grade year. Since everyone at school pretty much decided to judge everything about me. =/
I miss Belle so much. :( To the point where I just break down and cry every time I think about her. Usually people would say "Think of the good times! 8D" but honestly, that doesn't help at all. It just makes me feel worse that the good times will never happen again.
The day after she died (Which was a school day) I couldn't handle it. I had Belle's collar on my wrist as a bracelet, and I would cry whenever I touched it. When I went back to school, I ran into the bathroom to go and break down. I felt like I wouldn't survive at all. Because I knew, when I would come running home to cry about another thing, Belle wouldn't be there. So now that I was left with no best friend, I didn't know what to do or who to rely on anymore. :( But then again, Belle STILL is with me. Her urn. Her urn lies on my table where all of her toys and little dresses are. Every night I kiss it, or, I mean, her :), good-night. I really do miss her a lot, and as of right now I'm crying about this. :(
I feel like I should type down more stuff about Belle and how much I wish she were here so I could wish her a happy birthday, but I honestly suck at this. That’s why I got kicked out of K-level English. O_o
God I miss Belle so much. :(
Some of you probably thing this is cheesy since I know how some of you are , but really, this is special to me. It's Belle's birthday, and I really do miss her.
Happy Birthday Belle <3
(eek, sorry it's long D: ) | 
