my baby girl

honeebee · 10-19-2007, 02:21 PM

today is a horrible day. my little girl honeybee got killed. i feel so bad. my heart has been ripped from my chest. it hurts so bad. i want her back. i just want to cry and scream. i feel like the worst person on earth. i can't talk anymore right now. the hurt is too much.

moma loves you baby girl. rest in peace.

starry15 · 10-19-2007, 03:29 PM

sorry to hear about your loss

The pain will heal, belive me.

honeebee · 10-19-2007, 06:02 PM

thank you. i don't know if i will ever get over her loss. i loved her so much.

terryjeanne · 10-19-2007, 09:24 PM

I'm so sorry. {{{hugs}}} for you.

Inga · 10-19-2007, 10:29 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I had some words of wisdom to help you through this horrid time. None have been invented to take the pain of such a devastating loss from our hearts. You are in my thoughts.

digits mama · 10-19-2007, 10:48 PM

Gosh. I am so so sorry.......((((((HUGS)))))) My prayers are with you.

honeebee · 10-20-2007, 06:09 AM

thank you all for the kind words. i didn't think it would end that way. i saw her get killed. it was the most horrible thing i have ever saw or felt. i can't have kids of my own, so she was my little girl. i had begged my hubby to get me a dog after my sargie baby died from a heart attack. i cried for a solid week after that. Honeybee belonged to the lady i was a cargiver for. she moved to fl. in december and that liked to have killed me. ann passed away in july and left honeybee to me. i was so happy. hubby said no dogs in the house but he fell in love with her. she helped me get thru a bad patch of depression. a piece of me died yesterday.
Honeybee, moma loves you so much. i miss you and hope you are in heaven with your other mommie ann. please forgive me. i will always love you and miss you. max misses you too.

rspeaker · 10-22-2007, 10:14 PM

I feel your pain, I just lost my boy cocker of 12 years last Thursday. No indication he was even sick, he stopped eating and became lethargic Sunday/Monday. Wife took him to the vet on Wednesday evening, they admitted him, and he died Thursday morning. No clue what happened. I miss him very much. I was out of town on business when he got sick, and he died before I could get home.

Equest94 · 11-16-2007, 05:25 PM

I lost my little maltese at the end of June. She was hit by a car. I felt the same way as you...I still do at times. I know saying sorry for you loss isn't going to make you feel better...nothing will but time, and even waiting to heal is painful. If you need/want to talk about it feel free to email me.

RIP little one