I believe he was sedated. He wasn't this lethargic yesterday even when we first picked up, could it be worse today?
I know it's possible for the pain to be worse today, especially if the growth was deep.
I hope it's follicular cyst or something less serious. I don't think from reading about mast cell tumors that it was one, but looks wise it did look like one.
I will just have to wait for the test results. I just HATE worrying. The results cannot come fast enough.
Well things went from hopeful to awful in the span of eight hours. I feel so guilty and terrible right now, all day yesterday I kept thinking I should be at home with Brook. But instead I just stayed at work. When I got home, my worst fears were confirmed. There were about 10 spots of diarrhea and puke in my living room. And Brook was beyond sore; his stomach was sucked up as far as he could possibly hold it. He was stiff, and so sore. He barely moved, but he wanted to go outside to pee. So he went outside and then he couldn’t make it back inside. I had to go and get him, and lift him up on to the porch. I noticed he had a like 6 inch long and 3 inch wide strip of swelling on his rib cage. He was panting really heavy and his gums were white and the colour didn’t come back until about a 4 count.
I knew he was in grave trouble, so I called the vet. And rushed him back. Even they couldn’t believe what a changed dog he was. He went downhill so fast it’s incredible. They took his temperature and he had a very high fever, his heartbeat was really faint. They didn’t have a clue what was wrong. But they said whatever it is, it’s serious.
They started an IV on him, or tried. They couldn’t find a strong vein at first. But finally got one started. They took blood and said they would do everything they could. And sent me home, where I did not want to go.
Later on that night the vet who had removed the lump called and said he couldn’t believe how bad off Brook was (Ok I know they mean well, but hearing this again…was hard). He said that they looked at his blood and his white blood cell count was almost non-existent and a normal dog should have between 6000-16000 and he had 3000. He said that something was either destroying the white blood cells or he wasn’t producing them. But if he had an infection, he wouldn’t be able to fight it in the state he was in. The vet said they would need to x-ray his chest, but if there was anything in his lungs there would be nothing they could do.
He still had no idea what was wrong. But he seems to think it has nothing to do with the removal of the growth, but he isn’t even sure of that. He said the swelling on his chest was leakage from blood vessels. And it was getting bigger.
I asked what he felt his chances were and he said without knowing what was wrong, but he did not like the look of the blood work. Especially in such a big dog.
He gave him antibiotics, muscle relaxant/pain killer and something else, but I can’t remember (I’m sorry I’ve heard so much the last few hours).
He called me through out the night until about 11pm, and there was no change. He still had no idea what was wrong.
Then this morning he called and said there was still very little change, he was still very sore and the swelling was even larger than before. He said he is going to reassess him and decide if they are going to x-ray or what they can do. And he would let me know what they are going to do soon.
I feel so guilty. I keep thinking how long he was like that yesterday. I can’t believe this is happening; he is only 6 years old. He was seemingly healthy three days ago, aside from the panting.
I can’t believe I might lose him.
