| I'm sorry you have to deal with this decision. It really sucks. I went through the same thing with my cat, who developed CHF after a year and a half of Chronic Renal Failure. We managed the kidneys well, but by the time CHF settled in, there wasn't much we could do. Her body was just wore out. I know some dogs & cats whose CHF are/were being managed for years, but once it reaches it's final stages, where medication isn't helping, there's not much left. Only your vet can tell you if Chanel is at those final stages or if there's any other medications or treatments that could help.
With my Sheba, she had been doing fairly well. I work at a vets, and took her with me the three days before Thanksgiving. Mostly because she was weak, but trying to be more active than I'd like, and I was worried she'd fall down the steps or off a windowsill if I left her home. Her lungs sounded a little congested, but an extra dose of Lasix helped that. But the night before Thanksgiving, she crashed and was breathing really bad. I did as the vet told me and gave her an extra dose of Lasix, and it helped some. T-day, I had to take her to the emergency clinic. She was huffing and puffing and very weak. I couldn't let her suffer like that. I knew there'd either be something minimally invasive they could do, or I'd let her go. There was nothing to be done. Her chest cavity and lungs were full of fluid. You couldn't even see her heart on the xrays. It was the end. As much as I half expected every day for the prior six weeks for her to die in her sleep, I wasn't ready. But I knew that dying a "natural death" would be painful and frightening. She'd basically "drown" with the fluid in and around her lungs. Euthanizing her was the most unselfish thing I could do. It took just seconds, and it was a relief to not see her gasping anymore.
It's a very personal decision, but please do not feel like you're letting her down if you do decide to put her to sleep. The way I looked at it, it was only my love and care that was keeping Sheba going. She'd have died long before if I didn't "interfere" with medication that was keeping her alive. She couldn't die on her own. Not peacefully. I had to give that option back to her. |